A long over due update

Solving this jigsaw puzzle and posting about this sweepstakes for Big Red makes me eligible for free Xanga Premium for life...

why is it with me when I think all is going to be all good and happy there is nothing I can do to make it better.  I mean I am with an AWESOME guy who makes me smile when I go to bed as well as when Ifall asleep ... But right now I am sicker than a dog and I think I have an ear infection to boot.  Which means for me that sitting and listening to band practice is out of the question.  The good thing is that I am able to use Becky's computer while she is singing and I must say she can sing.
You would agree with me if you were able to see the show at MIs Birthday show on the 16th of January... I am telling you MI and my family (Friends and my awesome man) are the only reasons I am alive today.

well I am ggoing to jet and see if lying down and sleeping is going to help out with my ear

Lates and night all
PLease dont be mad if I can not get back to a computer all the time
Much loves
Kitten

Why is it people instead of going to the people that the rumor concerns and ask if it is true just pass it on guessing that it is true..... I mean there are rumors that are going around out there that concern me and I would just like to say right now that they are not true....the rumors that I am talking about the people who are saying that they are true know which ones they are....The worst thing is none of them are true and only one person has come up to the other person involved to see if it is true or not and I must say I give this one specific person props for huving the guts to talk to at least one of us and get the true story not just the rumors that are just lies.....I mean one person belives that they are true that they are starting to doubt my baby sister's truth capabilities since she is saying that from what she does know and that is a lot that there is nothing going on......Trust me on this I would never hurt anyone just to get with someone.....I would not go out of my way to try everything i can to get with this person when they are content with the person they are with......I am friends with everyone and yes my flirtation nature can get me in trouble (it has in the past)...

Kelly~
   I think you would like to know this.....Sabrina is crying her eyes out since she finally realized that my friend Dave wants NOTHING to do with her and that she was only a toy to him when she was near him and doing what she was doing with him.....Right now as I am typing this she is in Myke's Van crying her eyes out and trust me when she cries she sounds like a dying animal that is begging to have someone end it quickly for them....She is soo... pathetic its too damn funny....By the way do you have any more of that midol  the pain of the cramps is really starting to get to me again and if I take more it might even help in me ignoring the lame ass and all the annoying noises that she is making in the van....Its funny since she is soo... hooked on Dave and he wants nothing to do with her....Its like you can see her heart breaking ever tiem you mention his name...... Tee Hee.....Tee Hee... Man I am so evil cuz I keep going ohh yeah  Dave this and Dave that...Its great...You would love your Big sister's evil side coming out like it did tonight...I feel like telling her if you are going to do anythign you must remember little brainless one that it is down the street not across the street.....But I can't since I am not that mean and evil...Yes I am evil but not that evil....Hell I could get into a  LOT of shit if that was gotten out that I say that
Fuckin A she was trying to FUCKIN read over my shoulders agian and it is getting hard to freakin post anythign when she is around let alone talk to Mike of Mike and Jen when she is around....And since she will always be around I am just going to end it here and add more to this later on

Kitten =^.^= ( The kitty face I learned from Neko on how to do)
>:D< (Kitty Hugs)